i love it when people order me to do things, so that i know my place, and then when i am horny i degrade myself by obeying and doing some thing that i have been ordered to do, and know i shouldn't do, but it feels too good to obey -- so that's what i have to do -- and so take another step down, in front of everyone, towards my pathetic enslavement and whore's place in front of Society ... where at least some people that know me, get to see what pathetic slut meat i am and need to be
