I have been curious and wanting to try for a while. I was afraid it would hurt or be messy. Well it was a little of both... and I loved it! I had trouble relaxing and it took him a while to get it in. He came almost immediately. I have to admit once I felt my body open up and his head popped in and I felt his shaft sliding deeper into my anus... well it was incredible. I had the most intense orgasm ever when I felt him start pumping his semen deep into my bowels.